these times are hard

i fear every time i get a bill that it will be to high and this time i was right i didn't know what to do but thankfully i have the love of my life to help me realize its not the end of the world i think iv got it half way figured out .and yes we will have to move to a smaller place but that's ok it will help us focus on us we don't mind helping others because we have been helped by so many people before,but right now we need to help ourselves  but in the word of my Grammy keep your head up girl no one ever got to where they want to be without dark times .and shes right but i think i see the light at the end of the tunnel its not 2ft in front of me but its not a million miles away anymore and i don't think i could have been brought up any better with out the help of my Grammy she and my papa have always been there to steer me in the right direction when i start to get off my path they are the yin and yang to raising me and i only hope that one day i can be half the parents they didn't half to be . i love yall and i hope if yall read this you know i owe you more then anything my gratitude i fear i would be like "her" if it weren't for you believing in me .